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well yeah I know I just fucked up with something by saying what I just did an over all true idiot I am
well worse than and idiot really
I fully admit to that
feel free to hate me
I deserve it
go a head throw every little or big insult you have at me
again I deserve it
dont know what else to say other then I am really all what I said before to this person really
I am the worst, and right now I cant say anything good will come of me posting this, no I am not going to say to anyone what I did what I said, that can be up to the person I said it to, not like most of you will be able to know whom I am speaking of anyways seeing as I am never going to give out the name, oh well sorry
really
I do actualy mean it now
I was a prat a cowered and so much more, only being able to say it whare I have proves it
I dont expect anyone to accept what I am saying now, more so thows who know what happend, and that is fine go a head
dont deserve any trust given to me at this point
but yeah
sorry
just really do hope you all well somewhat involved never have to talk we me again really, dont know how far I will go by trying to my word on that but we will see

Crystal, out